I don't take it upon myself to fix everyone's problems, so why do I feel so terrible about not being able to fix hers? I know so many of my friends are hurting, but she is so outright about it that I don't know how to act. She is so certain that she is not pretty enough or smart enough, or even that she has been hurt enough to be good enough to be surrounded by the people in her life. She is one of the people who intimidated me when I first moved into the dorm and then surprised me by how down to earth she is. Through all of her insecurities I am still so stunned that she would want to be my friend. These are words I could obviously never say to her and make her believe me, so I guess I'll have to try to show her what a blessing she has been in my life already, when I have only known her for a month.
Most everyone here is a blessing in one way or another actually. I don't seem like the loving or considerate type, and still people have been so loving in things I didn't even know could involve love.
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
Wrapping Up My Thoughts From Last Night
Posted by Meredith Joanna at 9:05 AM
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